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In a world that idolizes entrepreneurship you can be forgiven for thinking there’s something wrong if you’re not feeling inspired and in full-on hustle mode 24/7. The truth is, being a freelancer is hard and full of ups and downs:
- Without daily interaction it’s easy to feel isolated.
- You’re often working in a vacuum, unsure if this idea you’re pouring your heart and soul into is even any good.
- You’re out there on the leading edge which can feel exhilarating or terrifying depending on the week/day/second.
And that’s not the half of it. This stuff is real people. And yet, we beat up on ourselves if we’re in anything but fighting shape.
As a business coach for creatives and a business owner myself, I’ve learned this:
Managing our mindset is 80% of the work
*(Completely uncorroborated scientific “fact” but feels about right!)
When we can manage our emotional responses, a.k.a. our mindset, we free up SO MUCH SPACE AND TIME to do the work that matters.
Personal development is my jam (for a list of my favorite resources, hit me up in an email!). I literally cannot get enough! And of all the things I’ve read, re-read, or heard, my biggest takeaway is this:
You are not your emotions
Emotions are merely indicators of how close you are to your path. Feeling like all’s pretty much well with the world despite a few bumps in the road? You’re on your path. Feeling fear, resistance, or judgment? You’re off your path. The extent and nature of the emotion indicates just how far off you are.
But there’s good news! Once you know you’re off your path you can take steps to get back on it, like right now. Here are 3 ways that work for me:
1) Know your “tell”
Have you ever experienced a negative feeling, only to find yourself mindlessly heading to the fridge/bar/department store? We ALL have self-soothing tendencies that are less than healthy, so figuring out which one is yours is the first step to getting back on your path. For example, when I feel the urge to shop ‘til I drop I know I’m feeling insecure about something and a little investigation is required.
To do: Reflect on your tendencies. Some may be clear (that pint of ice cream didn’t eat itself!), while others might be subtle, even sneaky. Not sure? Next time you find yourself slipping into a negative mindset, take a breath and try to observe what you’re feeling, where and how you feel it in your body, and what your impulse is. Awareness is power.
2) Build your toolbox
Now that you know your “tell”, you can take action to get yourself back in the game more quickly. What do you need? Only you can figure out what keeps you in, or gets you back into, your happy place, but some of my tried and tested tools include:
A walk in the woods
A swim or run
A good night’s sleep
Burning sage (cleansing ritual)
Writing my morning pages
A good healthy meal
A spiritual book I know always brings me peace e.g. The Game of Life and How to Play it by Florence Scoval Shinn
Not all of them work all of the time. If I’m feeling particularly restless, sitting meditation doesn’t cut it and I opt for physical movement instead. Sometimes my emotions need quiet time and space to work themselves out. Sometimes I need people to help me laugh my way out of it. Test things out, tune into what tools help what feelings and do that.
To do: Be honest about what you need. For years I felt bad about wanting and needing time alone, like I was saying I didn’t want to be with my kids. Once I realized one doesn’t have anything to do with the other, I could take time for myself without any guilt.
3) Gather your people
It’s counter-intuitive, but we often withdraw when we need other people the most. Maybe it’s because we don’t want others to see our vulnerability (which we may see as weakness). Or perhaps we don’t want our bad juju to affect others. By all means, take the alone time you need to heal what hurts, but don’t forget reach out to your trusted people too. There’s great power in community and, I promise, there’s nothing you’re feeling that another person hasn’t felt too and sometimes that’s enough. And sometimes just being told you’re being ridiculous by some friends who’ve known you forever is just what you need.
To do: Do a quick mental inventory of people in your life and identify the handful you can truly be yourself with, warts and all. This isn’t a one-way street, so think about ways you can go the extra mile for them too. Do you need to check in more often, ask the hard questions that no one else does for fear of upsetting them? Be the friend you want to have!
I’d love to hear from you! What emotions do you regularly struggle with? What are the ways in which you’ve managed to honor them without being ruled by them? What’s in your get-back-in-the-game toolkit? Leave a comment below. I’d love to know!
Justine Clay is a speaker and business coach for creative entrepreneurs and freelancers. Sign up for Justine’s free guide: How to Find High-Quality Clients and Get Paid What You’re Worth.